How I Felt
Yesterday
The Day After
I came Back
From Visiting Deep Depths
Feelings and Places

By the Hand
I was Taken
Into the Abyss
I was guided

To observe, and Look at
What Was Taking Place
Inside Me
Somewhere, Deep Down

Jude Was Brought Down
In the Catacombs
To The Core Of her Heart
And her SubConscious

To Observe
The Sea of Emotions
Feelings


Flowing in a big River
Of Slowly Moving
Molten Lava

To the River
I was Taken
Where My Attention Was Drawn
To A Spot
In the River

A Slight Stir
A Spot in the Lava
Started to Come Up Slightly
The beginning Stage
Of A Bubble
I noticed

It was, I recognized
A mix
Of Heaviness
Of Deep, Old Sadness
And Emotion

Was it Going
To Continue to Develop
Into A Lava Bubble

Was it to Come
To the Surface
To Be Dealt With?
I Wondered

No, Just a Slight Stir
An Upward Movement
In a Part of the River of Magma
That was Seen

This Was
What I Was Brought Here for
To Witness
Look at
See
Acknowledge

And Sit with
These Emotions
Feelings
That do Not Want
To Be Dealt With
Just Observed By Judith

A Soul Searching Experience
It Was
Cause and Effect

Old pain
Triggered by a Little Event
Just a few Days Ago

My heart Feels Heavyish

Be still
My Beautiful Heart
I See You
I Feel You

I Am Here With You
I Got Your Back
You may Lean on to Me

It’s Ok
I See You
I Feel YouI Was Taken on A Journey to Witness…