This Push pull mechanism
Of Attracting
Followed by Pushing away
The dance
Of warming up to the other
When the emotional/physical gap gets too big
To keeping the other
At a 3 arm length distance
As soon as the connection gets ‘too close’
This oh so enchanting smoke screen
Of Empty Words spoken
Promises made
Never to be kept
Of Confusing signals sent out
Your body & heart fully emitting a clear message
A Yearning, oozing this intense desire to Love
To Connect, to Intertwine, To Merge
The mind interfering
Doing the talking
Keeping this beautiful distance
Providing the cold shoulder
To keep the other at bay
For Fear prevails
Fear for proximity, closeness
Fear Feeds
Mindgames
Keeping the Love, the connection
At a safe distance
We’ve dealt with it
Numerous times
Mirroring each other
Then I was the runner
And you the chaser
To then switch roles
It’s this dynamic
One, known to twin flame relationships
A dynamic
We are to transcend
Mind games, manipulation
Growing out of it
Putting an end to toxic mechanisms
A chapter closing
To open for new healthy ways
Of connecting with one another
Let’s go
Up to this new start
Music for the soul
Yes, here again
This song, the words
The melody, his voice
The notes, the instruments played
Speaking about just that
These games
We are to transcend
This song
The lyrics
The softness in the singer’s voice
The notes and instruments played
How they touch my soul
Make my body move
Dancing softly
My heart coordinating my moves
On the dance floor
A few tears appearing
Here and there
Because of the separation we are in
At this moment
This too
Shall pass
Judith
Song
‘Mind Games’ by HAEVN
Bruises you made were fading away
Like footprints out in the snow
Quietness and freedom are killed in the flesh
But one of your destined calls
I let your mind games in
Let your mind games in
Let your mind games in again
I let your mind games in
Let your mind games in
Let your mind games win again
Road that you take when I’m caught in your stream
You’re cold when I’m in your play
The rule that you break is hope and relief
Warmth when I am away
If I let it go
You come for more
But if I let it in
You take control
I let your mind games in
Let your mind games in
Let your mind games in again
I let your mind games in
Let your mind games in
Let your mind games win again
Love keeps on running through my veins
Love keeps on running through my veins
Love keeps on running through my veins
Game on
I am ready for it all
Game on
Cause when I’m up, I like to fall
I let your mind games in
Let your mind games in
Let your mind games in again
I let your mind games in
Let your mind games in
Let your mind games win again
Love keeps on running through my veins
Love keeps on running through my veins
Love keeps on running through my veins
I let your mind games in
Let your mind games in
Let your mind games win again
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